Knowing you I wouldn't be surprised If you showed up uninvited Add sucked the energy out of the room Asking to use the TV While we're singing karaoke Making things awkward for everyone It's alright to feel left out and alone But it's not right to make a scene To let everyone know I guess you're already used to this But we've grown Tired of your shit You're shit

I played basketball today Can't believe how unhealthy I’ve become When I laid up the ball My legs can't bear the weight of my fall I can't shoot threes Without hurting both my knees It's hard to breathe After running the length of the court So let me lie down for the day I couldn't lift my arms And I will take ibuprofen for the pain I’ve let myself go too far Dozing off as soon as I hit the hay Knowing my lower back will feel the ache And I’ll be dreaming of sinking That three from deep

I'm losing control again Coming up with ways to make you leave Sleep all day 'til 4pm A made up story no one could believe My father sold my bicycle But I couldn't blame anyone but me This body's become terminal Sitting slouched, it's hard for me to breathe Next week I won't ingest a single thing I've done it twice before, I'm just remembering There's no crutch of the divine to fool myself No donuts on the refrigerator shelf Even if I decide to be gone, You'll still thrive Little moon, when I die, please be brave and please don't cry

The aurora brought us to this place Left us stranded in the great unknown Grey Mother won't you open my eyes, Let me inside They burned the buildings but they kept you alive But they didn't last that long And I'm sorry I couldn't find it in myself To make her love me And make her feel the way she felt I've finally found a way out, Rappelled down a ravine, no Astrid to be seen How much more do I have to trek this trail of snow and frozen dead And old bear stalking me now And I'm sorry That I broke your radio I was only Trying to get back to her The Long Dark road The great unknown Where do I go Please let me know

Make a sign That says "Everything means nothing" And post it on your front porch All jokes aside The time I lost my faith, I felt like I was born again. Feeling nothing when the choir sings the hymn And not assuming that what I do will anger him I think we all need faith Not in a higher being, but in one another I can do all things through cries for help and "Please, I'm down on my knees" So if I die before I wake From maybe something that i ate Just burn the remains and call it a day Knowing nothing happens when we die Leaves me wanting to believe that it's not all lies There are no pearly gates Just organic matter decomposing There's no happy ending, a life of labor and for nothing I resolve that in the beginning god made man and said "Fuck it! I'm leaving" There's no second life to make it right So make it count this time

I keep on barking at the wrong tree This kitchen's hotter than it used to be But when my water bowl is empty I start to lose my shit I'm half retriever and half collie Now come and watch me do a 360 And when I really need to potty I bark my lungs out So let me out into the backyard Or let me lay down on the sofa Someday I'll jump hard enough To scale the fences, I'll Roam around the street with my head up high Run around 'til my legs get tired And when I'm done, I'll go home to Your home cooked dinner Forget about the mess I've made I promise that tomorrow, I'll try to behave That's a lie cause sometimes I Just can't help myself

I don't deserve my friends I don't deserve my wife and my daughter I don't deserve the comfort of my home I know I should be more thankful But there's a dark cloud in my head A constant thought that I just wish that I was dead I can't enjoy being around you guys so much And it shows, yes it shows So leave me be for now Let me revel in this high from spending so much time with you, I know I should be more thankful Thank you, I love you, good night The other day we went to the zoo A picture in the playground, your face shines a golden hue Little Moon did't want to go home yet I didn't want to too but it was getting dark Yesterday we celebrated halloween Surrounded by friends who swear they're always there for me The first time in days that I feel like myself again I know I should be more thankful So leave me be for now Let me revel in this high from spending so much time with you, I know I should be more thankful Thank you, I love you, good night

Greener pastures Away from the herd I’m not jealous I just wish we hung out more Two more weeks and you’ll be gone I’ve been thinking lately If you weren’t leaving Would we give importance To our times together Or the fact that we lived So close to each other Soon we’ll live so far apart So, take your time Maybe cancel your flight Everybody wants to leave Are we the only ones who stay Bon voyage, Miong and Fae Outside your airplane window Metro Manila getting small Sitting beside Beans and Potato Just know that we will miss you all So, take your time Maybe cancel your flight Everybody wants to leave Are we the only ones who stay Bon voyage, Miong and Fae

I'm so tired of pooping I do it three times a day I'm currently pooping I Know I should eat healthier But I need caffeine And I don't say no to milk and cheese I love meat and beans And gluten from the bread I eat I take too long pooping It's when I read articles My Legs are dead from pooping But i feel relief after I Sit on my throne This bathroom is my kingdom I can be all alone Away from all my demons Concentrating on letting out My little brown babies Now I'm not alone anymore I eat raw chilies And my mouth's now numb from spices But my butthole will feel all The pain the very next day Now I'm done pooping Guess It's time to say goodbye To my brown babies Flush them down and start to wipe

I woke up feeling sadder than usual Madder than ususal, I can't understand why I can't just be normal, no thoughts that are horrible My mind is a terrible thing If it's all just a dream Then I won't change a goddamn thing, no If we're all just cogs in the machine Then I 'm just a rusted tool that needs replacing I get up and out of bed My morning coffee couldn't keep me awake But that's enough, my breakfast with Mayari Is the highlight of my day If it's all just a dream Then I won't change a goddamn thing, no If we're all just cogs in the machine Then I 'm just a rusted tool that needs replacing Keep a healthy mind and body, I can't find the time Everybody needs somebody I'm somebody who needs everybody to love me If it's all just a dream Then I won't change a goddamn thing, no If we're all just cogs in the machine Then I 'm just a rusted tool that needs replacing

I don't need you ever in my life every time society dictates, I turn a blind eye It's not you, it's me I just have to set them free I just want what's best And get you off my chest I don't care what any body says, I'm going out without my bra Mary Phelps Jacobs had a radical idea She's sewn two pieces of handkerchief and made the first brazier But we are humans and alas! we must evolve Following her progression, I think we should leave them off Thanks for your support But I'm cutting our relationship short These boobles are free range now I'm better off without you somehow

I know you've said it a thousand times But I still do the opposite every single time It's not that I'm not listening It's just that my brain's limiting it's capacity To protect me from these thoughts I'm down again But I won't let that stop me So let's walk it out Out in the park Let's talk it out I won't bite and I won't bark It will all be right again Sometimes you have to trust me Time and time I hurt you And I've put this veil upon you It's time to lift it up An unfair assumption That things will fall apart

I’m playing a gig this weekend Then I’m partying with my friends So this is how it feels when You’re tired even though you haven’t done anything What am I so sad about? Am I scared of finding out? But the reason’s right in front of me I’m still not who I want to be But you’re still here So I’ll keep apologizing The answer is clear You will never abandon me

Christmas party at our house Me and my friends and my lovely spouse I don’t believe in this shit anymore I’m getting drunk cause I’m a few steps from my bed Lemme take a hit on that CBD vape pen Sucked the hell out of it, can’t stop this coughing fit Yeah, I know, I could do something stupid Making you look bad in the process, I just couldn’t Get my mind in control, impaired by alcohol I’m overstimulated Again Like a fucking baby, I just need to be looked after Check up on me every minute or so Disaster ensues when I’m left on my own I can’t stand up straight anymore, I’m tripping out Your face is so beautiful, I just want to make out Kiss me when you’re angry, let me quash away your doubts Yeah, I know, I could do something stupid Making you look bad in the process, I just couldn’t Get my mind in control, impaired by alcohol I’m overstimulated Maybe I just need to rest my head for a while Lately I don’t feel like I want to die

I remember sleeping in this bedroom Dark blue walls and heavy curtains Your medium said there was a devil here Listening to me play music Now you sleep here Now you sleep alone The devil and you alone This house is triggering memories Locked in cabinets, fights with enemies Sleep paralysis seeing my father hang himself in A nightmare, Now I don’t want to be saved Now you wonder why I don’t come home for holidays A dark cloud hangs over your roof And it rains all day No, I couldn’t stay Happy birthday to me I can never be free His voice is in my head There’s no means to an end And the truth is, you’re as much a narcissist As him, and his son, and his wife, all my life I’ve tried to run away

I guess things will work out fine And it only takes a matter of time to get my foot across the line I think that I’m navigating through a thick black smog of Disappointed negative remarks All I have is this faint light To see what’s in front of me When everything is said and done I hope you’ll see my progress I don’t feel like myself anymore And I’m coming to grips With all these changes in my head So when I’m dead, I wish that you’d speak kind of me It’s hard to accept the things you said When it’s the same voice in my head That says in I’m not ok That I’m better off the same That I’m the one to blame All I have is this faint light To see what’s in front of me When everything is said and done I hope you’ll see my progress I don’t feel like myself anymore And I’m coming to grips With all these changes in my head So when I’m dead, I wish that you’d speak kind of me Nothing will be better when you’re still around I wish you were buried six feet underground It’s so hard to believe that you will change It’s damn near impossible at your age Happy new year, I’m spending it with you It’s so exhausting, but then what is new? I wish I knew

There’s nothing to do but wait It’s getting harder and harder to keep the faith There is no progress, morale is low Tell me what works, and I’ll do it I’ll do anything Who am I, Cutie pie? In the yacht, toilet manager Here, I’m the captain

In my head, I am there Feet crushing the needles Underneath a canopy of trees For the first thirty minutes I turned pale as a ghost Saved by trail mix Jana made for Ralph Treading on Walking back is not an option I endure these cramping legs Heading down, I feel my body giving up I am not in my twenties anymore Maybe I can do what I put my mind into Don’t derail the plan, we’ve got a gig to go to In the room with the boys I can’t put myself to sleep I get up and out to read a book Waiting for ralph so we can make it to the show I don’t know where this energy’s from Greeted by En’s smile I scope the venue We go down to eat ribs and wait I play my heart out I hope they’re listening I hope my voice doesn’t crack Maybe I can do what I put my mind into Don’t second guess yourself, you deserve to be happy Smoking with Dan and Nicole Drinking beer with Troy and the folks Scary stories with the Calm Lake boys Spell The Words and Not Very Noise

I fell on the floor And somebody picked me up So I continued dancing I’ve felt this all before Punching and kicking the air And everybody’s dancing The pain will have to wait tomorrow My body’s not used to this, I know I’m busy catching people flying towards me Running in circles What do I know Everything’s a blur And I’m not so sure If I’ll make it home Maybe I’m getting too old I’m pissed at people grabbing the mic Let him sing his song I didn’t pay for you to sing karaoke I got drop kicked in the face Dog piled by four stage divers I lost my glasses in the pit I’m not sure if I could drive home Running in circles What do I know Everything’s a blur And I’m not so sure If I’ll make it home

I love your smell Couldn’t get it off of myself Been smelling my shirt all day I wonder if you are really mine I don’t mind sharing with someone else I’ll take what I can get I can lick the sweat off your back Kissing your neck I hope you don’t regret Giving yourself to me I know I’m ugly Help me decide Not to end my life I know everybody knows I tried Show something new That I can do Everything’s the same Everytime it’s you I love your hair Couldn’t sweep it off the floor I’m out the door again Leaving you behind Can you get a clue? I want to go out with you Baby I’m broken I’m hoping you’re ok With me being like this What I say is not what I practice Help me decide Not to end my life I know everybody knows I tried Show something new That I can do Everything’s the same Every time it’s you

We were supposed to climb the mountains You broke your shoes My Valentine’s gift’s not yet here What am I gonna give to you? We’re going home empty handed Change our clothes and out the door again Buying things to make this house a home Fill the rooms with tchotchkes Now it feels so lived in I feel like I want to spend my whole life in these walls Cooped up in the den Drinking alcohol I was supposed to tend to the garden I didn’t know what I was doing There’s so much space that I’ve been wasting Who am I to you? Now I feel like a shut in Anxious of going out for work I just want to evaporate And somehow, someday rain down on you

‘Di ko na alam ang gagawin Magpapalamon na lang ba sa kadiliman? Sino ba naman ako para pagbigyan? Ilang beses ka na ring nasasaktan Hindi malabong mawalan ka ng pag-akit Wala akong ambag sa kaban ng iyong pagmamahal Ubos na ang mitsa ng iyong pasensya Ang listahan ng utang ko sa iyo’y sakdal Wala na akong mukang maihaharap Pikit matang nagsisising ako ang iyong tinanggap Wala na akong pamatong mga salita Subukan man kitang linlangin ay huli na’ng pagpapanggap Takot ako saking hinaharap Hindi batid sa isip kong makukuha ko ang lahat Tanong mo sa akin, mas madami bang hianankit ko kaysa ligaya Sagot ko ay hindi naman ngunit mas mabigat ang aking dinadala Hindi malabong mawalan ka ng pag-akit Wala akong ambag sa kaban ng iyong pagmamahal Ubos na ang mitsa ng iyong pasensya Ang listahan ng utang ko sa iyo’y sakdal Wala na akong mukang maihaharap Pikit matang nagsisising ako ang iyong tinanggap Wala na akong pamatong mga salita Subukan man kitang linlangin ay huli na’ng pagpapanggap

I’ll be the first one to admit This isn’t making any sense You’ve got more reasons to just quit And leave me all alone We could’ve had more happy memories instead of these Coffee shop hangouts and walks in the park until it gets dark Ooh baby I wish I could be as cool as you I’ve been pretending I can play guitar to deserve you And when it’s time to sleep, I keep forgetting to say goodnight There’s so much wrong in me, I hope to make them right I think we make a good team, we can do an alley-oop You can feed our baby, I can clean her when she poops We’re good at parenting and we’ve been too cocky about it This kid’s a genius and she cute and funny and talented

I know it’s not anybody’s business, so I’m Keeping it to myself I just want what she’s having but I’m scared I might get Addicted to the feeling of something new How about you? Do you want it too? How can I tell you that I’m up for it? I don’t want to be rejected Who would want me for who I am? I’m just a fraud, I wasn’t meant for this This flesh is ugly, I just want to get Rid of it, bury me under the dirt I think I’m getting better but who’s to say? I might just be fooling myself, but You, do you want it too? Bite my lips and taste my blood Pull my hair and feel the dust I want you, do you want me too? When I stare into your eyes I feel body come alive

You hate me I don't care what anybody else thinks You fucking hate me And I know that it's my fault I know I'm crazy I'm not who I was before This situation's changed me I know I'm evil to the core Your opinion of me is the only opinion I take seriously I can't live with the fact that you resent me I'll take a little time to myself I don't want any help from someone else But I won't ask for yours I don't wanna be a burden Take from the work that you've put in Trying to live with a selfish human like me You can't tolerate me Everything I do annoys you And I've gotten lazy In trying to prove you wrong You used to want me And spend every waking minute with me Maybe these feelings weren't meant to last this long

My idea of the perfect weekend is spending it with you Pretending we don't have these intrusive thoughts about our relatives And let out our pent up anger on each other I know who you are and you know me We don't have anything to hide anymore This is me disagreeing with you I know it's my fault too but I am blaming it all on you It's all your fault I don't know what any of this has to do with what I said I'm clueless If the end result is me taking my life, I guess this is worth it This is me disagreeing with you

If ever you find yourself in my shoes, feeling the blues Just keep in mind I know what you’re going through You’ve got a man in your life Who won’t ever let you down Don’t ever hide deep inside You won’t have to do it alone It’s never too late to try I’ll always be here close by You just have to find it in yourself To stand back up and fight You’ve got to try to survive And leave your inhibitions behind Your only limit is the sky So don’t ever be afraid to fly I’m always a quick glance away Cheering from the bleachers You’re always my reason to stay I know you’ll be proud of yourself today My heart beats only for your touch I’m always cheering from the bleachers

If it were up to me, then I wish I was getting paid for this Everybody else is sleeping except for this part of town I don’t know why I accepted this obnoxious deal We said we’d play for thirty minutes you played for thirty more You have got to be kidding me She wasn’t on the bill, but she played unexpectedly Don’t play your ownership card to my face You want to do this all again, over my dead body Because of your shenanigans we had to shorten all our sets Nobody came to watch your set except for your groupies The beer was so expensive, and I didn’t want to do shots We all were sweating buckets even though the A/C’s on I don’t usually complain about a venue such as yours I thought I just wanted to play our music; I didn’t know I wanted more You said it was your last song, but you jammed out ‘til the end Despite all of this, I think we all played our best sets Feeding off each other’s energies we all got through it Going home at 4am from a Sunday midnight I’ve got a lot of work I couldn’t do because I’m tired

I know you want me to but I don’t want to give a fuck I have no lust for life anymore A rollercoaster with a 500 foot drop And cascading loops to sustain 10G’s of force This is all I think about The perfect way to bail out Euphoria ‘til I pass out I’m out I don’t want to leave you behind This life didn’t treat you so kind The thrill of this machine I just want to be seen

In a way I feel like I’m rowing A boat to your death It’s a one-way ticket to your destination I know I only live in the hypothetical realm If you’re down for a ride I suggest you keep it to yourself Hey it’s your turn yet Stay in line just in case you second guess yourself Hey just live in the moment There’s so many others like me to satisfy your thrill In a way I feel like I’ve taken So much men to their death It’s a lonely way to the back of this circuit I know I only live in the confines of these tracks Your feet have travelled so far to end up on my bench And I feel I’m broken Cause I cannot feel anything at all Anything at all But the door’s still open If you feel you’re leaving Please don’t take the fall If you can still feel Anything at all Anything at all

A crab is a kind of food that is Also known as alimasag I don’t eat it because I have a crustacean allergy So, no I don’t want your lobster, no Here, I’ll give you mine, and no I don’t want to eat your oyster, no Do you want me to himatay? No, I don’t want no crabs A crab is a kind of food that’s not for me Did you know my bestfriend died when he ate some crabs Swimming by the sea So the crab’s approaching me And I’m feeling kinda weak Cause I know that I cannot digest it Cause if it’s crab fat or taba ng talangka Girl you know that I can’t eat that! If it's pa-side mag walking Oh yes son, I'm talking to you If you ate tahong and it’s red tide Oh yes son, I'm talking to you Eating bagoong pero nagpapantal ka Oh yes son, I'm talking to you Making fun of me cause of my allergy, oh no! I don’t want no No crabs, no love See if you can't really digest some hipon Then it's about time you drink some claritin I don't find it surprising if you don’t have the genes To at least eat these crab sticks So let me give you something to think about Inundate your mind with crustaceans to take you out Kumain sa dampa and nagpaluto ng spaghetti Next time mag baon ka ng fried chicken from Jollibee Satisfy my apetite with something spectacular Kumain ng balbacua, cansi and then pork humba Basta sa dagat galing, hindi ako kakain Di sasama sa beach outing, kung walang baong something Meat na di galing sa dagat or something na nagfflow Gusto ko sa lupa lang sila naggrow Not really halabos or kinilaw na isda, or butter chili crabs But you dont hear me though

I’ve been watching people dying on the internet I’m guessing it satisfies the craving of one day passing away But if we’re all intertwined then I’m just dust becoming dust I just wish it were me who passes first between the both of us Maybe this life is worthwhile, maybe I’ll Stay a little more, Cry a little less Laugh a little more, It makes a smaller mess And when I’m laid to rest I hope I did my best To live I’ve been contemplating ‘bout the people I’ll leave behind I’m guessing they’ll all move on eventually and forget that I died But if I’m making all these songs to keep some kind of legacy I just wish you would listen to them cause they remind you of me

Didn’t want to let you win But you had the ace up your sleeve Didn’t want to bet it all in one sitting But I was so naïve To think that you Would let me get what I wanted I had no clue That it’s not me you’re invested in We’ve gotten so used to pretending That we believe it’s real No abusive father figure No wounds that need to heal I think that you Won’t get what you want You have no clue Your secret’s out to see the sun You can’t wait to move into a house With thicker walls and higher ceilings To keep the voices out You keep the lights open when you sleep The ghosts can’t stand the light They only visit at night To keep you wide awake

I’m finally pooping in my house With a bidet to clean my asshole out Sharing a bathroom with someone else I know I can’t fart too loud I don’t know what I’m rambling about It seems that everything is a problem somehow You wouldn’t understand my thoughts And no, I won’t explain at all Staying in bed all day And I won’t do a thing I will not entertain your queries I don’t get why I’m acting all so proud As if I forgot all my failures now I couldn’t understand my thoughts And no, I won’t try to at all

Maybe we’ve gone too far We’ve learned to be cold and distant We’ve burned every bridge to cope But we cannot escape our demons We can only hope For a glimpse of redemption Or a hand to hold When it all comes crashing Down You don’t have to look too far To see all the mess that I’ve been in As far as the eye can see I’ve left you a land that’s barren I can only hope For a chance at redemption And your hand to hold Pull me out of this nightmare You don’t have to wonder why I look like I’m barely getting by Getting swallowed by a tide Swept from the shore leaving nothing behind

In my mind I Can see time move slowly I takes a while For me to feel what I see Stuffing my mouth with treats I see food and I eat I can’t brush my teeth But I need to go to sleep I don’t remember What I was laughing about Was it really funny? Or is my brain stuck in a cloud I can still feel my mouth chewing Food I’ve eaten an hour ago My vision is swirling My eyelids are shutting

Take my anxiety And throw it away All your life you ache To see it all in place There is no instance where You put yourself last Holding your head high Don't let them all decide The divine doesn't give a fuck And your lifeline does not exist anymore We treat ourselves how they expect us to The blood is in your hands And I'm walking away We've given you a chance to mend

Baby I’ve gone So long without your touch I think I’m going insane Maybe I’ve gone Too far with this bit that It isn’t that funny to say Anymore You say it isn’t true The things I say to you And the things I say to myself Should take the advice to get some help I know I’m not too far gone I know I’ve got you to lean on Baby I’m into deep I can feel my heart bursting out of my chest I’ve kept emulating what lovers do Trying to get myself through

I don’t remember anything from the show last night But I remember how it felt I know come September, I’ll be swamped with work But I’m glad this project will be over by then I owe you my life I told you despite my lack of consistency I will make it right High out of my head, we ate at Kenny Rogers’ I inhaled roast chicken and mashed potatoes The questions are flying off my head but I guess I deserved the wake up call I owe you my life I told you despite my lack of consistency I will make it right

I’ve got nothing to say About you feeling your sense of inadequacy Comparing your life to mine Stop treating me like your enemy I’m still rooting for you Somehow I want to see you make it through I’m not competing with you I know that I just have to let you know I have your back, despite you not having mine I can’t fill your lack of purpose if I can’t fill mine I have nothing to prove I don’t want the accolades just like you I’m perfectly fine where I am Don’t have to work my ass off to feel better about myself I won’t steal the spotlight from you I won’t turn people against you I won’t talk shit about you I won’t judge you for anything that you do

I’ve got no excuses for my fuck ups this time It’s been two weeks since but I still feel like dying Can feel my heart pounding so I’m balled upon this couch I knew you wouldn’t understand You get a kick from inducing these panic attacks Like an ant under a magnifying glass You watch me squirm And I fizzle out Up in smokes

My wife and my daughter’s birthdays are coming up And my head’s outside this planet, I’m just swirling in the toilet I’m not sure I can make it, Fetal position on the floor My stomach’s aching at this moment I can feel my body shutting down And I want to pull my skin off my body, bloodstream flowing with anxiety Corporation is in jeopardy, my mathematics failed me I know I am just a burden, I am closing up the curtains Switch the lights off, leave me in the darkness Lock the door and leave me for dead

I’ve been anxious all my life Just waiting for the ink to dry Been looking out but losing sight Of things I want to leave behind So they haunt me Everything they said A distorted image of me I might be better off dead I fall apart Tunnel vision and I can’t see that You are my heart You keep the blood pumping in me And I’ve been waxing nostalgic Of the times we were starting off getting This life on track, I’ve got your back Never looking back

Kulang na ang aking pasensya Di na inaabot ng bukas, makalawa Sa dinamidami ng inisip Karimarimarim pa’ng naipit Di ko na mawari ang aking mukha Para bang di natin natutunang Magkunwa kunwarian na lamang Di ko inasahan na masasaktan Kung walang aamin, wala ding saysay Ang pagusapan pa, paikot ikot lang Sa hinabahaba ng usapan Sa umpisa din lang ang hantungan Di magpapatalo sa kung sino man Bakit di nalang kaya subukan Takpan ang mukha ko ng unan Wag kang bumitaw hanggang ako’y malagutan

Imma be taking my shots ‘cause I’m open 52 week making songs, yeah I’m ballin’ Keenbean with the back beat while I’m flowin’ Empty cart, grinding flowers, I’ll be packing Yup! It’s me! how did I realize that within me is a Songwriting savant and he rhymes Hey, I’ll be trying this rapping thing just to see If The Mind is a Terrible thing can be anything I wanna be with my homies right beside me When I’m lonely I’ve got everything to get me by To get me high, don’t make me cry I’m teary-eyed, don’t bleed me dry Don’t let me die, I’m dead inside I’m left behind, I am too kind To push aside the things that I Perceive as lies I’m trying rapping for a change Unless this gets too corny I’m trying rapping for a change Just cause I haven’t done it yet And I’ll continue to rhyme ‘Til this song runs out of time There’s no denying that I’m Too good at this music thing Forget the bling What matters is I done did it In two minutes and some change The range of my talent is overwhelming Delving into genres I have no business in The verdict’s in, I’m here to win Like fish with fin, a rolling pin The dog, aspin, the cat, puspin Manok, chicken, Olympian, Gold medal and I’m on The pedestal, the chemical No words at all, I pay the toll To the troll to get into the boy’s soul Yeah it’s not yet over and I’m flowing Career’s like a flower and it’s growing Meat and potatoes in the pot and I’m stewing Coffee grinds and hot water, yeah I’m brewing

My insecurities are leaving me incapacitated Holding on to what once was, shattered into pieces In my mind I remember the times Spent with you, hand in hand Bring it back once again I refuse to let go of all the memories I refuse to let go What’s left is a memory Of all the times I’ve spent I lived in anxiety The more I held on to Intrusive thoughts in my head